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i’m not feel well. not for a long time, like two weeks. i have a very hard time dealing with the low energy version of myself. i’m always like go! go! go! and my body has been like no! no! slow down, please! so i feel like crud. the paradox is that, while my physical body feels like shit (complete with aches and pains everywhere from mi cabeza to my hands, feet, and low back), my emotional, spiritual, and creative energy is sky high.

and why shouldn’t it be? somebody else (mushpot records, ya’ll) wants to put our music out this winter, my lover is the best lover ever and our relationship is true blue, my pets are cooler than yours, my job is actually fun (and i’m getting a much better schedule these days), spring is here (on the calendar, anyway), the farmer’s market is opening next week and the good vegetables are coming soon (god i can already taste the spring onions and those wonderful green garlic tops that taste better than asparagus), i get to go back to california once a month to spend a minute with my family (including my famously amazing new nephew, ian aziz), somebody i like very much indeed has offered me the hope of a position working closely with her in the the near future in a line of work i have never done, but at which i would be good, no, great, sussurus station are moving, not only to portland, my friends, but into this very house with us, which means exciting things for us all, i have a got-dimmed hammered dulcimer and i love to play it, improvising songs, including vocals, is getting easier and more rewarding all the time, i actually like living in portland these days, mostly because of the fabular community of people i have collected over the past three years, bradley is making spectaculous sounds with nothing more than an acoustic guitar and the echo plus right here beside me now, and i had the best lunch ever. the list could go on, i assure you. oh, and i won at scrabble today, by like 40 points.

and i gots some bummers, sure. i’m sickish stomach-wise again and don’t know how to make it stop, bradley’s grandma is having a hard time with chemo, working in a bar can be overly dramatic and draining, i gots car troubles, tooth troubles, and debt. but whatever. did i mention the acoustic guitar and echo plus soundtrack to which i’ve written this posting???

how are you? here is a photo of us taken right now a minute ago by the pooter.

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p.s. i’ve just been notified that the alesis quadraverb gt was also involved in the above mentioned echoplus/guitar situtation.

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